| LAST POST HERE:March 28th, 2005
GOSH its been that long... No one even reads this anymore, but for some reason since im sick and all i just decided to visit my old live journal.
SO I WAS READING RANDOM ENTIRES..... UMMMMMMMMMMMMMM well then I CANt BELIEVE I WROTE THOSE THINGS hahaahh SOO FUNNY... ITS NICE TO SEE IT AGAIN... all the things i went threw that i dont even remember now...
well im sick right now soo thats why im trying to look for something to do and i guess this is it... im NOT OUT tonight grrr
ummm FOR NOW IM CONTENT WITH MY LIFE ... THANKFUL and all ...
FRIENDS COME AND GO HUH...
I've changed... YES!! I HOPE for the better I MEAN as long as im happy and IM NOT STEPPING ON ANYONE right??
WTF how random blah blah
SOMETIMES i wish i can go in back time and change things.. DOESnt everyone??? ehhhh
I MISS MANY PPL u know the UZSH<< haha
im jus writing on and on ehh this is random...
maybe ill start writing again.... I MEAN IM TH E ONLY one that will probably read this... UNLESS SOMEONE RANDOMLY VISITS
THEN HELLO TO U!! AND YOU ARE COOL haahha |   |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | well.. | | Time: | 01:33 am |
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| | I FELT STUPID TONIGHT, BUT I GOT MY SHIT ACROSS<< and thas what im PROUD OF | | |
| its just soo weird.... WHEN I GOT USED TO THINGS.. THEN PEOPLE COME BACK TO MY LIFE WHY OH WHY?? MAybe its a test to see if I REALLY AM... OKAY or its cuz IM READY OR WAT... BUT SEE THATS THE THING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY????????????????
I jus needed to Wirte this DOWn....
WHEN PEOPLE LEAVE... THERES SOMEONE THERE AGAIN... AND IM HAPPY ONCE AGAIN...............
YET I MISS YOU... and MAYBE a little of you.. BUt definately somtimes.. you make ME HAPPY
ARENT U CONFUSED!!!!!! hahaha CUZ YOU'll Never GET IT! | | |
| im home because it raining and I HATE THE RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! POOP!!!!
soo jus a lil update: IM DONE WITH BAKING one and will be going into BAking 2 hahaha oh ya huh FUN STUFF... its ok.... its not as easy as i thought hahaha
wat else... IM HAPPY kinda??? haahahah
I have nothing to say, but I LOVE MY LIFE even if there are still things that happen to mee that I CANNOT EXPLAIN.....
well ill try to write more but thas all... | | |
| I HAD A GREAT 2 week vacation!!!!!! I SAW a lot of the ppl i wanted to see... I GOT 1000000000000000000 hours of SLEEP!!!!!! YAY!!! Received Nice massages.. OH YA hahaha... UMMM SMILED AND LAUGHED EVERY NIGHT TILL MORNING..... SPENT CHRISTMAS EVE AND NEW YEARS EVE with THE SAME PERSON/PEOPLE.. YES YES YES....
I'm sooo Blessed... I really am.. Despite the bad things... IM REALLY THANKFUL...
hmmmmmm lets seee:
something that i realized.... CERTAIN PEOPLE CHANGED and i jus have to accept it.. I REALLY DONT MIND ANYMORE because im USE to Certain PPL that are not there anymore... i guess I GUESS "I CARED SOO MUCH, but then you NEVER CARED or atleast thats how i felt" WELL I'm SERSIOULY OVER IT AND IM HAPPY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD LUCK!!!! I KNOW U ARE HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE and IM happy for you......
I HAVE SCHOOL TODAY!!! | | |
| | Current Music: | IN a rush- blackstreet | | Security: | | | Subject: | WOW! | | Time: | 01:33 am | | Current Mood: |  happy |
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| jus 4 days ago.. it was A NEW YEAR.... SERIOUSLY the times have gone soo fast. I COULD Tell you guys what happened in 2004, but that would take the WHOle year...
TO MEE 2004 was a GREAT YEAR.. i mean this was a huge step for me because i graduated high school and all.
I've been REALLY HAPPY LATELY.. and for that i JUS have one thing to say.. and its THANK YOU!!!!!
i have also been thinking a lot too ALL THESE QUESTIONS IN MY MIND.... DO I WANT THIS TO HAPPEN??? WHY AM I SOO HAPPY ____________??? hahah ILL leave it as that
ALL I KNOW IS I AM HAPPY... I SMILE MORE and LAUGH MORE hahahah AND THATS great for my part, but I KNOW this wont be A FOREVER deal.... I WISH IT WAS.... I wish it wont go away, but i know it will someday........
well imma go now... night nite everyone! | | |
| ME: so u called at 6:30??
YOU: Ya i was still at work...
Me: WHY did u call during work? Were u bored???
YOU: NO...(IN A LOUD VOICE) Its Cuz I MISSED YOU... | | |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | YEs.. | | Time: | 12:11 am | | Current Mood: |  calm |
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| BF's are the Best Cuz they Keep you SANE.....
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.... | | |
| | Current Music: | bad habit- destinys child | | Security: | | | Subject: | it really hurts | | Time: | 09:10 pm | | Current Mood: | HURT |
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| caring too much about people can Hurt you later on... I learned that the hard way. it sucks because it happened more then once. ii dont like this at all!!! why me huh? SERIOUSLY.. IM I A BAD PERSON??????? DO I TRY TO HARD or MY LUCK JUST SUCKS??????? IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!! IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!! IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess the worst feeling would probably be... WHEN U THINK U KNOW SOMEONE WELL ENOUGH and then you expect a lot later on.. afterwards they hurt you... OUCH!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO CHANGE MY WAYS... DONT CARE SOO MUCH CUZ i bet this will happen to be again................................... | | |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | Yup... | | Time: | 01:59 pm |
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| | IT SUCKS..... BUt then again... LATER ON... I REALIZED | | |
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